I don’t consider myself very superstitious but I’m careful
both to keep bad luck far away and my superstitions under control (tough
balance sometimes). For example, I wouldn’t go under a ladder so as not to get
a pot of paint on my head, but sometimes when I suspect that the pot of paint
is really just another word for “bad luck”, I force myself to go under it and
feel good for a few minutes that I
fought this primitive instinct. Nowadays I’m experiencing a totally new kind of
superstition. I started reading Simone de Beauvoir’s
The Second Sex in the
train and didn’t notice that
my suitcase was stolen. The other thing I find
disturbing in that book is that it makes me aware of the different social traps
surrounding me as a woman and I’m not sure that’s the best way to deal with
them today. Of course it is thanks to intelligent and forceful women like
Simone de Beauvoir that we are lucky to live in a much better world today.
Maybe I feel that reading about the women’s position will bring me bad luck,
that is, make a victim out of me. Somehow I really avoid opening that book now.