I really want a tattoo. I've got millions of ideas. A full back tattoo black ink drawing of an elephant and a mouse scene. An outline of a square on my forearm. A simple 3 lines in different colors around my forearm. A feather on the side of my neck. A songbird on my calf. I spend a good deal of summer time thinking about what tattoo I'd get if I ever get a tattoo.

I say summer months because it's the time when tattoos come out and shine. In New York erreyone's got a tattoo. And they look hot. People are showing skin people are showing ink. The sun is out and so are tattoos, good ones too, and they look super sexy in the summer months. I can't deny it. I'm super attracted to a tatted up girl.

What is it about this aesthetic? It feels fringe, it feels assertive, it reads strong, and there's a style to it all its own. Not all tattoos are great. So many are silly or unappealing or ugly. But sometimes, people just get it spot on, and they look perfect, like I couldn't imagine that pinch of skin without ink there.

I'm probably never going to get a tattoo. I'm much too much indecisive to make a permanent decision like that. As soon as I get one I'll think of a better one for that spot. It's too damning of a mind puzzle. And permanency scares me.