Do you think Poseidon knew just what he had? What does it mean to control the tides, to control an ebbing, to control both the coming and the going? It even proved too powerful for him, because where is he now? At some point he was delivered out to sea with the rest of his brethren and their morning hasn't (re)dawned.
How does that poem go?
Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold;
Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world,
The blood-dimmed tide is loosed
I'm afraid there is a breaking and its inevitable. We are born and we grow courageously towards our end. And from every perspective that end looks like a blackabysmaldestructionoftheuniverse. And we ebb further and further from the shore and pray that the moon will carry us back just for one more daybreak tide before our journey out to sea.
I was carried out by a rip tide once. From the beach the water was streaked so it looked like there were thick and fat fingers of brown and rippling water. And I was in the palm of it all and I was being dragged out and sometimes under and I thought I was done and at what point had everyone but me disappeared from the water? I screamed to the shore and there were frantic motions and from salt-filled eyes I thought I saw people gesturing to the left and I wasn't sure what was over there and I wasn't sure if I wanted to figure out but I swam and I'm not sure if the salt on my face was from my tears or the ocean but all that didn't matter when I collapsed onto the sand, lungs louder than the waves.
Surely some revelation is at hand;
Surely the Second Coming is at hand.
The Second Coming!
And what begins must end but also what ends must begin a new because The First Law of Thermodynamics says energy can not be created or destroyed, only passed along and turned into something new. It's a never-ending oscillation, we change and we remain and there is always a Second Coming and it's never exactly the same coming as what came before because the shoreline has moved just a quarter of an inch downcoast and that changes everything except familiarity.
I sense the waning of life and it feels like a singer who knows he has to finish a song but doesn't want to, so he plays it out until even we forget that when we began this song we also signed up for its finish. And it's all just a ride and a cliche about a rollercoaster and bullets that go up always come down and hit someone on the head, even if only in a cartoon.
And our tides have already been set and it's only on us to decide how we'll ride them and how we'll prepare for that final dredging. But for now I like the crashing waves and tomorrow I'll enjoy the calm stillness and what meteorologist can predict the day following that?
The darkness drops again but now I know
That twenty centuries of stony sleep
Were vexed to nightmare by a rocking cradle,
And what rough beast, its hour come round at last,
Slouches towards Bethlehem to be born?
It's nothing new. Only time and its continuing.